Wow time passes and you forget you have a weblog to take you through your college career so you can look back on it only to realize you stopped blogging just when the good stuff started to happen!
I did it! I survived the Naz and I have a plethora of tshirts to prove it. BUT no diploma yet...it's in the mail.
In the meantime, I've gotten upgraded to Assistant to the Producer at the Reagle Players(I assist Robert EAGLE hense the REAGLE Players...) I've also been auditioned and called back in the big musical capital of NYC but nothing so far. It's also been too expensive to travel every week to NYC so I've been auditioning locally as well. Aaaaand...I've actually been cast as Nancy in OLIVER! in my hometown of Burlington, MA with the Winnmere Family Theater. It was a perfectly good way to still do theater as well as earn some money to save up for the bigger auditions. It's also the excuse to play one of my dream roles while I'm at it
and a role that actually has some meaning to it.....
Well, I'll try to keep everyone updated as much as I can...It was great to see everyone today at ENC while going to Bekah's Bday party.
She keeps the secrets in her eyes She wraps the truth inside her lies Just when I can't take what she's done to me She comes to me And leads me back to paradise
She's so hard to hold But I can't let go
I'm a house of cards in a hurricane A reckless ride in the pouring rain She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel She danced away just like a child She drives me crazy, drives me wild But I'm helpless when she smiles
Maybe I'd fight it if I could It hurts so bad, but feels so good She opens up just like a rose to me When she's close to me Anything she asked me to, I would
It's out of control But I can't let it go
I'm a house of cards in a hurricane A reckless ride in the pouring rain She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel She danced away just like a child She drives me crazy, drives me wild But I'm helpless when she smiles
When she looks at me I get so weak
I'm a house of cards in a hurricane A reckless ride in the pouring rain She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel She danced away just like a child She drives me crazy, drives me wild But I'm helpless when she smiles
Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
Who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down
But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're rearranged
It seems that you're not satisfied
There's too much on your mind
So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down
But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're rearranged
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
Cryin' on me
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
Dyin' on me!
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
(You ruin everything and you keep fuckin' with me until its over and I won't be
the same)
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
Be the same
